I don't know myself very well

Hello my dears, or rather anybody that reads this.

Remember how I said that 2010 would be the year for change?? Well I was right, cause so much is changing all ready I can't keep up.

So I got a job. Hoorayyy!! Well, that was my initial reaction, until I actually had to start working. I dislike working, it's so annoying, you actually have to do stuff. I got a job at a restaurant near my house, and though I do love the people I work with (except for my moody manager), and although I actually somewhat enjoy the work, it's tiring dammit!! Carrying food to and from people, clearing their dishes, taking orders, sweeping...it's just so tiring when you do it for 5 hours straight. You are always on your feet rushing around, I have a new found respect for waitresses. No wonder I've never seen a fat waitress (don't mean to sound rude), but it's just so physically demanding, it's impossible to go overweight!! Anyway, I'm grateful for the job, and it's not as bad as I make it out to be. The hours fly by really quick, and I earn money so I have nothing to complain about...except my moody manager...nah, she's alright.

Also, our University offers went out! Got into the course I wanted, but not the Uni I wanted. I kinda had a feeling I wouldn't get in, it didn't seem fitting. Anyway, after doing more research I found out that after a year of doing this course I'm already accepted into, I can transfer to my dream Uni!! Well, that's the plan anyway. When I first found out I didn't get into Melbounrne, I was shattered. I never though I would be as upset as I was, I felt like my dream of working with animals had been taken away from me, and I would end up doing something I despise (cause I'm not much of a science fan). Sounds dramatic, I know, but I'm kinda glad it happened, because it made me realise how much I wanted this. How much I wanted to have this dream career of mine. You see, I had been having doubts about what I want in my future, I thought that I didn't want to work with animals anymore, and though I would just float through the course to see if I could find something I'd be interested in doing. But turns out that's not how I feel. When I thought that this was the end of my dream, I became instantly depressed. I guess I never knew how much I wanted it, but now I know, so I will work all the more harder to get it!!

One more thing...I'm going to a certain concert in a month and a bit. I think about it everyday, and smile. I think I will faint on the day, but luckily I have my friends coming with me, so maybe they will revive me so I don't miss out. OH I KNOW I SOUND LIKE A FANGIRL, and I don't like it, cause fan girls annoy me too, but I can't help it. So I'm going to let it out all at once. OH MY GOODNESS, I'M GOING TO BE IN THE SAME ROOM AS THEM AND BREATHE THE SAME AIR AS THEM. AHHHH!! I AM GOING TO SEE THEM LIVE...I HOPE I CAN MAKE EYE CONTACT WITH ONE OF THEM. I'M GOING TO CRY WHEN THEY COME ON STAGE. Okay, I am done.

Bye!