Oh my Josh - I THINK NOT

Okay, I am furious

I am usually a person who gets saddened by something, contemplates it for about an hour and gets over it, feeling fine afterwards. Well something has happened this morning, and it's night now and I still feel pretty much shattered and devastated.

So, I wake up, feeling excited for what today will bring me. I look at my phone, see that paramore has tweeted about Josh updating the band's blog. Instant happiness ran through me as Josh NEVER talks to us, really rarely that he does. So I jump straight out of bed, turn on my computer as fast as I could and went on the band's blog.

He starts off by saying that he is engaged (which is old news) and is getting married soon. He says that he feels so blessed and lucky blah blah blah, and I felt really happy for him and couldn't help but smile. THEN I continue reading and this is his direct quote:

"I need to take some time off to plan the wedding and everything. Because of that I will not be joining the guys on the pacific rim tour coming up."

Happiness turned to instant sadness and sadness turned into anger. WHAT THE HELL??? So he's not coming to Australia, New Zealand, The Philippines and all the other pacific countries??? AS IF!! What really sucks is that they have only been to Australia once, and three years later they finally come again, but with no Josh. What about New Zeland and The Philippines? They have NEVER toured those countries, so all the poor fans (like me) who are seeing them for the first time don't really get to see them cause it's not really Paramore without every member.

I personally believe Josh is the most artistically talented one out of the whole group, he writes the best parts of each song and I was REALLY looking forward to watching him play these parts live. Now I have to watch a fill in play my fav parts.

I know this is boring to many of you, but I am really bummed. REALLY bummed. My first time seeing Paramore, and it's not even Paramore. I wish I never did that stupid "oh my Josh" post. Josh sucks.

- Jade


(okay, he doesn't really suck, but I am extremely mad at him, I couldn't even play miz biz on the guitar today without feeling disgusted knowing that he wrote the part I was playing)