So after cramming my head in these past 4 days, the Chemistry 1022 exam is now officially well and truly over. And how do I feel about that? Neutral. I know, it sucks. I thought at this point I would be jumping for joy and just basking in the fact I was as free as a bird. But no, I am in the same mindset as I was back when I was surrounded by lecture notes and textbooks.
Maybe it is because I still have a few annoying chore-ish things I need to do before I can fully be free.
I have to:
- Fix up my Youth Allowance
- Get course advice for next year
- Enrol for next year
- Tell my boss my hours of availability have changed
- Get a new battery for the watch
- Clean my room
It does feel good to just be on the internet though, not having that little voice inside your head saying "JADE YOU SHOULD BE STUDYING. Y U WANT TO FAIL?". I wanted to write a list of fun things I want to do in the holidays, but I am just not in the mood. And it is because I don't feel like I have just begun a four month holiday.
I hope this mood doesn't last for a long time. I just want to get into holiday mode and let loose.
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