Err...this is awkward.

So um. Yes, I have moved to tumblr like I said in my previous post...but I am also coming back here. Hope we can still be friends!

Tumblr is great, I can express myself through pictures and quotes and photos. And it has introduced me to a whole new level of humour. But the thing is, now that I actually have followers, I feel limited in what I can say. People don't do long text posts describing where they are at life on tumblr. They just post short quotes, or a song. Which is cool, but I came back to this blog today and was reading through all my posts and it made me feel nostalgic. I like the fact that a year later, I was able to read what was in my state of mind back then. I guess I kind of treated this place like a diary.

So, I am going to keep my tumblr still (you can check it out here), but I am also going to post things about my life here. Where I can be free, and where I have no followers to judge me haha.

As I said, I was reading my previous posts, and I came across this little snippet:
"Speaking of exerise, in the holidays, i plan on doing exerise everyday, and now I don't have time as an excuse! I also plan on getting a job, doing many artsy projects, going out (frequently), getting back into gaming (in particular the wii), watching movies, going to a paramore sideshow (preferably multiple paramore sideshows, but I doubt they'd do more than 1 in each state), and most importantly practicing guitar every single day so I get way better. I really hope I actually stick to this list. Maybe now since I have it written down, I will be more complelled to do it."

It made me laugh because it's funny. Here is what I actually did during those holidays:
- Did not exercise, just ate a lot
- Got a job, then quit it cause I was unhappy
- I did get back into drawing anime, I guess that's "artsy"
- I did actually get back into the wii, but only for a few weeks
- Can't remember if I watched movies, probably did.
- Haha, I not only went to the Paramore sideshow, little did the past me know, nine months later I'd be going to an actual show!
- Yeah, I did practise guitar and I am better.

Yeah. So right now I am supposed to be studying for my last uni exam. And I am procrastinating. It's killing me, because it is the chem exam. And over this year, I have grown to hate chem. But my love for biology is still thriving. After this exam, I am going to have to seriously consider what I want to do next year, and set my majors and minors in stone. I really hope I make the right choices, because if I change my mind about being a vet, I am stuck with a career in the path I choose in these coming days! THAT'S SCARY.

Gosh, so much has happened since I last posted. I have a macbook now. So that is awesome. I work at Bunnings now, which is also awesome. In fact, I have to work today...so I really should start studying again. Working at Bunnings is pretty fun. I have no clue when it comes to hardware, but I am finding myself learning. The people I work with are all so nice, and are always willing to help me. They go out of their way to say hi and make sure I am doing okay. And the actual work is pretty good too, because I am always busy so the time goes quick. Not to mention, the pay is quite good too. But the thing is, I get this weird sinking feeling on days where I know I have to work. It's weird because it's not like I hate the job, and I am very happy there. And once I get to work it all goes away and I am myself again. It's just in the hours leading up to going to work. Weird, huh?

Gosh, I can't wait for these exams to be over! They are driving me nuts. But I am on the home stretch now, just one more to go. This time next week I shall be holidaying, and I'll probably end up making another list of things I want to do haha.

Should really get back to studying now. It feels good to be back here blogger.

Adios amigos!

- Jade