First Posts and inspiration

Hi there!

Okay, where to begin??? there is so much i want to tell you, but i seem to be unable to write it all, so let's start off with the basics:

1. I am the probably the biggest paramore fan you will ever meet, and pretty much all my posts will contain some form of paramore. sorry to non-paramore fans, but you're not welcome here anyway.

2. this kinda ties in with the above, but i am a muso. not really extreme, but i love music and pretty much all my spare time is shared between music and internet

3. i barely use capital letters when i write, i just get lazy.

The reason i am starting this blog is because i actually just read a friend's blog i never knew existed, and i became very much inspired to create my own. oh, you should probably check out her blog, it totally rules: http://kaysblueeyes.blogspot.com/

I have a livejournal account, but i use it for other purposes. i have a diary, but i write in it every month (thats if i'm good), so this makes more sense, start new. my family and friends always complain that i am constantly in a "dream world", my thoughts far from where they should be, and i can't argue with that, its very true. so be prepared to read my deepest thoughts, i'm glad i have a place to let them out instead of trapping them in that place i call my brain.

well, since i 'm going to be extremely open, what better way to allow you to get to know me than by sharing a song i wrote, or at least the lyrics....

Verse 1
I always knew i was searching for something
But you helped me find it
It was always in front of my eyes
But you helped me focus
Until I saw it

Bridge
let me breathe it in
let it fil my soul
i feel so fulfilled
yet i still crave more

Chorus
what was once apart of my life
has now become all of my life
what was once fantasy
has now become reality
i never thought it would happen
i'm so glad it did
it's now apart of me

Verse 2
it's funny how people change
always going through a different phase
you never know where you'll be
in the next two years
i really hope I'm still here

That song is called "apart of me" by the way. I'm not overly proud of the lyrics, i find them very cheesy, but that's what happened when i wrote what i felt. guess i'm a big ball of cheese. One day, i hope to write awesome lyrics like Hayley Williams (lead singer of paramore) does, they are just so cryptic and deep, gosh i love thier songs! listening to thier songs always inspires me, guess that's why they're my favourite band. to show you what kind of cryptism i mean, check these lyrics out:

"where's your gavel, your jury?
what's my offense this time?
you're not a judge but if you're gonna judge me
sentence me to another life"
- Paramore (ignorance)

see what i mean? they are cryptic, but not in that cheesy way. when you actually hear the song, you feel the anger and frustration, its amazing.

speaking of inspriation, when you get inspired, are you copying? for example, i got inspired to write this blog cause of my friend, and here i am writing my own. am i copying??

Well first posts are always long, and for those of you that are still reading, congratulations, and thankyou.

I promise my next posts will be more specific, and short!

Night!
- Jade