Drowned in my own thoughts.

It's been a while since I last posted, I guess I have been kinda busy with exam preparation and whatnot.
Something has been on my mind as of late, and it just doesn't seem to go away.

I want to get close to God. Lately, I've been feeling very disconnected, not only from God, but from myself, and the world in general. I feel like I am lost, and I don't know where I am heading, but I just keep walking, hoping that I will find reason as I continue on. Maybe I will, maybe I won't. Only God knows. And I feel disconnected.

I am sure, most teenagers go through this, trying to find themselves and all that. It's just hard sometimes, you know? I don't really know where I belong, or what to classify myself as. I am constantly learning and changing. I am definitely not the person I was 5 years ago, but that makes me wonder how different I will be 5 years from now. Will I still be into music? Animals? I hope so, I don't want that part of me to change.

Sorry everyone, this post is just going on about nothing, I can't even comprehend my thoughts, yet alone put them in words. Maybe I shall talk about something on the surface now. Hmmm......OH! I learned Misguided Ghosts on the guitar! Yay, I feel like Josh.

Okay, this has been a waste of a post, but I shall still post this anyway, cause it's been a while.

- Jade