Things are changing, so much arranging, I must take hold.

AHHHH!!!

Everything is happening so fast, it's crazy!
Year 12 has pretty much come to an end. My life as I know it will never be the same. No more getting up at 6.30 and catching the train and getting off at Oakleigh. In fact, no more classroom environment, so more teachers having authority over me. It's weird, but I am definitely going to miss that.

On top of that, I have found out I am moving house. I am so excited yet so depressed. Why am I depressed? Well, I am moving further away from my friends, from the life that I have always known. I LOVE the location of my house, it was so close to the local shopping centre, and the bus stop was just a 1 minute walk. I have lived in this house since I was 5. Now I have to go to a whole new environment. It's sad....I don't want change, I am happy the way my life is right now.

I am excited for the usual notions of moving, the whole packing, the fact I get a big room, rearranging all of my furniture. Of course I look forward to it. But I am going to miss this house, this neighbourhood, this life.

I think it's just that everything is happening too soon you know? I'm getting chucked out of school in 2 days, and soon after getting chucked out of my house. It's like God has decided to grab me out of the shallow end and throw me in the deep. It had to happen someday, but why so fast? Why so suddenly? Oh well, I know I will get used to it all, but right now I am so lost and confused. It's like I don't belong anywhere, not at school and not at home. Where do I go???

Okay, I am over exaggerating, but it feels good to get it out! Thanks to anyone that read!

Well, I shall go and do some study now, seeing as I still have VCE to deal with in the midst of all of this.

Buh bye

Jade